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On My Own

by Trebor Sor

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  • Poster/Print + Digital Album

    Includes a 6 x 6 inch color print (on 8.5 x 11 inch heavy card stock) of the temporary album artwork drawn by Kimberly Freeman and Junior of One-Eyed Doll, and autographed by them and Trebor Sor as well! Only 25 of these are available, and when they're gone, they're gone baby, gone!

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Some fans have asked for a "hard copy" of the album as well as the digital download. So I am making this available as a lovingly hand-burned CDR, with a custom CD label using the current temporary album artwork by Kimberly Freeman and Junior of One-Eyed Doll. Once the final album artwork is delivered, all new CDRs will use the new labels. So these are limited edition versions, and instant collector's items. Get them while they last!! Heck, get one for every room of the house. That's what Elvis would have done.

    Includes unlimited streaming of On My Own via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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  • How much more awesome could your day get? THIS AWESOME.

    - a limited edition print of the temporary album artwork signed by Kimberly, Junior, and Trebor Sor

    - a hand-burned CDR with custom CD label of the temporary album artwork

    There are only 25 prints available, so get yours before they're all gone!!

    Includes unlimited streaming of On My Own via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 10 days
    edition of 25 
    Purchasable with gift card

      $15 USD or more 

     

1.
On My Own 02:32
On My Own (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- I know you never promised nothin' I wish that you had heard me straight I fought to try and win you over but now it seems I was too late All I wanted was to hold you To share my life and make me whole A simple dream I've had too often Frustrated visions of a fool You only looked away I wanted you to stay Now you're gone and I'm here on my own You only looked away I wanted you to stay Now you're gone and I'm here on my own When you look back upon this moment How will you justify the day? Will I have been another loser or be the one that got away? You only looked away I wanted you to stay Now you're gone and I'm here on my own
2.
Fate 03:56
Fate (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- You can forget what you wanted You can forget what you feel You can't escape from the questions Fate deals the hand of the real When you peer into the midnight sun do the answers come in threes? When you rush into oblivion are you free? In the timeless march towards nothingness In the shadows of the great Hear the crying of the sheltered ones Hear your fate In the echos of the lonely ones With their cold oppressing weight Hear the aching of tomorrow Hear your fate Hear your fate You might be wise to abandon Your idle plans for the wait You'll never stir from your slumber Awaken or find you're too late In the forest of your emotions do the answers grow like trees? When you've doctored your perceptions are you free? In the timeless march towards nothingness In the shadows of the great Hear the crying of the sheltered ones Hear your fate In the echos of the lonely ones With their cold oppressing weight Hear the aching of tomorrow Hear your fate Hear your fate When you stare into forever are you filled with certainty? When you're blinded by the rising sun are you free? In the timeless march towards nothingness In the shadows of the great Hear the crying of the sheltered ones Hear your fate In the echos of the lonely ones With their cold oppressing weight Hear the aching of tomorrow Hear your fate Hear your fate Hear your fate
3.
Next Time Around (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- The door is open I stare at the night Waiting for something to bring in the light If I could see clear towards it I would run Is it all over or never begun? That's when I'll find it That's when I'll find it I'll find it next time around That's when I'll find it I guess I'll have to wait for next time I'll find it it next time around The smiling faces of those who have found the inner glow of two souls tightly bound The quiet calm of the soft blowing wind whispering gently the victory within That's when I'll find it That's when I'll find it I'll find it next time around That's when I'll find it I guess I'll have to wait for next time I'll find it it next time around Hiding in shadows I gaze at the sky Drown in the laughter of those strolling by Peering through windows at tables within the places set for the feast to begin That's when I'll find it I guess I'll have to wait for next time I'll find it it next time around That's when I'll find it I guess I'll have to wait for next time I'll find it it next time around
4.
Why 04:26
Why (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- I don't know why I tremble dialing on the phone the worst that you could say is no And as you sit there smiling talking with your own the distance to you seems too far I don't know why you leave me staring at your door Why can't I ask to come inside? And though I tell myself you might be wanting more I know I'll not see you again Why am I here? What do I fear? I don't know how to say the things that must be said I never learned to play this game If you could guide me please, the light that shines the way before my soul is numb and dead Why am I here? Why aren't you near? And now the curtain slips away and what remains is cast astray I don't know why I bother writing down these songs the ears I love will never hear And though it fills this void and gives me time to think I'm ever closer to the brink Why aren't you here? What do you fear? And now the curtain falls today and what remains is swept away
5.
Frog Princess (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- I met a princess who thought she was a frog and far too many times in life was treated like a dog She smiled at me with blue and lonely eyes and as she sang her song I listened in surprise So much beauty from so much pain Frog Princess more princess than frog Frog Princess too soon to write your epilogue Frog Princess to thy own frog self be true Frog Princess The world needs more frogs like you The life you've had could fill the pages of a book Oh the places you have been the things that others took the things that you have seen the things that have been done the people you have lost Salve regina ranarum So much beauty from so much pain Frog Princess more princess than frog Frog Princess too soon to write your epilogue Frog Princess to thy own frog self be true Frog Princess The world needs more frogs like you When the long and grueling road begins to wear you down when despair pays you a visit and attempts to steal your crown kiss yourself for us and see reflected in our eyes your transformation from a frog Dicimus, vox ranarum populi Frog Princess more princess than frog Frog Princess too soon to write your epilogue Frog Princess to thy own frog self be true Frog Princess The world needs more frogs like you Frog Princess Frog Princess Frog Princess Frog Princess The world needs more frogs like you
6.
Stay 03:20
Stay (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- The dreamer waking, sleepy gazing sunlight at midday the clock is ticking, time is slipping suddenly dismay so many plans though given birth have somehow gone astray the seed now planted rips the soil and strains to pull away Where is the strength to find a way? Was it ever there once anyway? A thousand futures beckon, calling every day a search for something else to say a search for reasons left to stay And there you are both near and far Oh life's contrary ways! for every plan there's choices made that push you through the maze So many doors that now are closed were open yesterday Destiny awaits so pick a path and don't delay Losing the strength to find a way Was it really there once anyway? A thousand futures beckon, calling every day A search for something else to say a search for reasons left to a search for reasons left to stay Where is the strength to find a way? Was it ever there once anyway? A thousand futures beckon, calling every day A thousand futures beckon, calling every day A search for something else to say a search for reasons left to a search for reasons left to a search for reasons left to stay
7.
Love Song in D (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- I think I love you I think it's true I think I love you You love me too The spark in your eyes when we kiss the feel of the soft touch of your lips your hand rests comfortably in mine I want to love you all the time I think I love you I think it's true I think I love you You love me too You make me feel so alive Heart pounding beats of joy inside With you there's nothing I will fear come let me whisper in your ear I think I love you I think it's true I think I love you You love me too You make me feel so alive Heart pounding beats of joy inside With you there's nothing I will fear come let me whisper in your ear I think I love you I think it's true I think I love you You love me too I think I love you I think it's true I think I love you You love me too I know you do Oh say you do
8.
Undone 03:06
Undone (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- Can that once made be made undone? Escape behind the setting sun? Do caverns deep beneath the earth hold out hope for life's re-birth? Or gazing towards the starry skies with supplicating scripture lines call out to powers still unseen to wake us from this bitter dream Upon this stage we play our part till curtain close and houselight dark And if by chance we win renown fame does not outlast the mound Wherefore eyes to witness sights? Exquisite grandeur oft delights But light will fade and neurons rot and all such visions are forgotten And why then ears with which to glean a lover's sigh or child's dream? And music, Music! Oh sweet sound Eternal silence underground But to be nothing, after all is not like any thing at all Our musing ends when the carriage calls so let us muse until night falls Then at that moment, at the brink will I find solace when I think although my time to be was brief to be at all - beyond belief! beyond belief to be at all Can that once made be made undone?
9.
Find Your Way Home (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- You say you seek a love that feeds your hunger You pray that his open arms will swallow you whole You find in the winter of your love you lose your mind Your soul in your icy prison lost unto the world How long must it be the way you never wanted? How strong must be the light that takes you home? Find your way home You cry tears that never seem to dry You think your life before you rushes to the brink You try to salvage something you wish that was there You die inside you feeling falling to despair How long must it be the way you never wanted? How strong must be the light that takes you home? Find your way home You say the only way is for him to love you You think that less than this to nothing you must sink But your life cannot be measured simply by this goal Your soul is a priceless gift, a beacon to us all How long must it be the way you never wanted? How strong must be the light that takes you home? Find your way home
10.
Laugh 03:52
Laugh (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- Angry young boys with deadly toys their classmates lie upon the ground Poor little girls have left this world how is it that men can be so mean? Pictures I see on my TV leave me blind trying to see the fate we build for mankind Laugh through the anger Laugh through the pain Laugh or you'll cry the world is insane Bearded young men who plot revenge against a world that's left them far behind Pious old men who say Amen then create new angry little boys I turn off the tube not in the mood and go outside to gaze in the air bluest and fair sunlit sky Laugh through the anger Laugh through the pain Laugh or you'll cry the world is insane
11.
Set Yourself Free (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- Growing up confused and frightened hearing all the time a worthless waste of time and space success you'll never find The constant verbal swords that stabbed you have bled your ego dry an emptiness devoid of hope you face your future blind And now you sit alone and helpless the tube your only friend empty bottles strewn about portend your bitter end Wincing as the door flies open waiting for his spite A dead end life engulfs you but escape your fate you might You can set yourself free let yourself go and just be move yourself along leave behind the wrong and you can set yourself free Somewhere deep a child sleeps who never got to learn that fate is something only formed by you and you alone so dare to to take a chance a thousand dreams wait there for you if you take a look inside you then you know what you can do You can set yourself free let yourself go and just be move yourself along leave behind the wrong and you can set yourself free When will this vicious circle end? Our children's hope we owe to them and all of us should plainly see our brother's keepers we must be You can set yourself free let yourself go and just be move yourself along leave behind the wrong and you can set yourself free let yourself go and just be move yourself along leave behind the wrong and you can set yourself free
12.
No Dying 05:43
No Dying (c) 2012 Robert L. Ross -------------------------------------- I used to think when times got tough an easy way to deal with stuff the magic bullet loaded gun a razor's morbid slicing run hang a noose about my neck cyanide, or better yet a leap from some gigantic height forever ends these painful nights That was then, this is now a wiser view evolved somehow no cozy way to deal with pain just shake it off and try again I look to hope to keep me sane a cooler head can win the game never a reason to keep from trying as long as I live there'll be no dying It's darkest just before the morn' till Aurora flies and new day's born Sun rays greet the warming sky the night is chased away, goodbye! Hanging on to see it through there's always something there for you to grasp before you slip away so fight to face the dawning day That was then, this is now a wiser view evolved somehow no cozy way to deal with pain just shake it off and try again I look to hope to keep me sane a cooler head can win the game never a reason to keep from trying as long as I live there'll be no dying Now all grown up I have to say these passing thoughts don't fade away We learn to choose when faced with pain the strength to fight and dry the rain For is peace in death such a sure thing? I've never heard the Valkyries sing I'd rather be alive to moan than rushing towards the great unknown That was then, this is now a wiser view evolved somehow no cozy way to deal with pain just shake it off and try again I look to hope to keep me sane a cooler head can win the game never a reason to keep from trying as long as I live there'll be no dying

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Digital download includes digital copy of temporary album artwork by Kimberly Freeman and Jason Rufuss Sewell. Everyone who signs up for the mailing list will be notified when the final artwork is ready, and they can download it or have it emailed to them.

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released May 18, 2012

Lyrics and music written and performed by Robert L. Ross
Keyboards on "Next Time Around" by Jason Rufuss Sewell
Additional vocals on "Set Yourself Free" by Kimberly Freeman
Produced by Robert L. Ross
Mixed by Jason Rufuss Sewell and Robert L. Ross
Mastered by Eric Broyhill

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Trebor Sor Los Angeles, California

Independent musician living life and making music in sunny southern California.

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